I really wanna get into a series, I watched for about 5 years skins but now that it's over I'm kind of undecided... I now I'm terrible at watching series unless I seriously fucking love them so I was thinking about getting into Doctor Who but that has like TWENTY SEASONS AND ITS BEEN GOING ON FOR 50 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!! so that's hard... breaking bad just didn't really appeal me... just the first episode, then I got bored of it to be honest haha. Ummm... pretty little liars, i cant be fucked, that's terribly directed anyway. How I met your mother is fun yeah, but Im not into that humour. I can only watch it for like some hours. Ugh it's so complicated, it's 3:20AM again. :(

He really makes me feel like I'm something, like people actually matter.

I think its funny how I still kinda wanna die and literally no one notices. Why the fuck am i even here, no one fucking needs me. I’m so fucking triggered right now.. an if it happened, no one would stop me because no one sees it.. i wish someone would see it for once… i just want all this pain and hurt and the thoughts to end..